replacing my heart with another liver so i can drink more and care less
If you cheat on your partner you’re trash. I don’t care what the situation was because it doesn’t matter. Nobody deserves to fall asleep at night wondering why they weren’t enough.
I hate you for giving up on me. I hate you for giving up on us. I hate you for letting me spill my secrets to you only for you to keep them after leaving me. I hate you for ruining what we had and for taking it away from me. I hate you for replacing your warm arms with cold nightmares. I hate you for giving me love and then just yanking it away like I didn’t deserve it. I hate you most of all for making me a fool for loving you despite the things I despise about you.
// Things I’ll never admit out loud #5
"— (via jerika-t)
you forget.
they say that your first love
is the one that never comes out,
that years later you’re still carrying the wound
around
but in five years, you’ll be drinking
a good hot chocolate and laughing, and
while suddenly you wonder what happened
to them, where they are now,
what they’d think of you:
it no longer stings.
it becomes okay. they didn’t love you
and it messed you up for a long time
but the good news is
the girl they loved
doesn’t really exist anymore,
and while she was beautiful
you’re happier than her."
— to my past self // r.i.d (via inkskinned)
(via inkskinned)
— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring (via disbar)
(Source: amargedom, via radical-illusion)



